it's been long since i last did a 'wait-for-hair-to-dry' blogging session...
well...life's pretty much different after the exams...(apart from the usual missing-someone moments)...no more central lib studying till late night...no more stressing over the next paper...AND....LESS SLEEP!
yah...i have been practically not sleeping since 4th dec...okay...lets not exaggerate...i have been SLEEPING stingily for the past 3 dayz...
here's the brief summary...
4th dec: after paper...eat some food to fill stomach (so as to puke better afterwards)...then went over to walas for a night to chill after the most GROSS papers i had ever have in my NUS life...and so...we sat there and ordered drinks and some finger food to last us till very very late...more than 10 of us...mostly PRU pple (and i'm not in PRU btw) and the night's bill summed up to $368...fierce...ordered like everything's free....haa...and it's quite fun...when everyone got high...and not to mention...the BRotherHood gang was there also...siao onz! and selina and tiff were at coldrock.....practically.....the majority of the central lib level 6 chem eng yr 3 were at holland v that night....lolz....so funz...after walas...a bunch of us hopped onto wenhui's 'googoo' and went back sch SRC stadium for 2nd round of funz....really crazy! played texas hold'em with more alcohol...okay...i had retired by then...coz i 'bankai-ed' like twice already! haha...but it's cool...to just lie down on the track and star-gaze...and talked abt how 'fan jian' humans are...and that everyone has his pit that he has trouble dealing with...anyway to cut the story cut...the day ended at abt 4:30am...
5th dec: woke up at abt 9 plus for some 'god-knows-wat' reason...and slack in front of the comp...then went sch to meet some hot dates for lunch...very very short lunch coz hot dates still needed to study? or hot dates simply didn't have the 闲情 to lunch with me...haha...and then i went to the medical centre to get my medical checkup for IA done...which took blardy long and i didn't understand why...went back home to catch up on some sleep before i was called to join jessica alba for supper at cck with andy...haha...went back home later for soccer match which went until 5 plus in the morning...by the time i finished my half completed 斗牛要不要 episode 3...it's alr abt 6am!!!
6th dec: woke up at abt 11...practically didn't do much...except for some tidying up to the sem's notes and those from previous sems...and i realised the amount of paper used is 'wicked-sick'...damn alot larzz....i feel so sorrie to the trees...
okay...then i got tired from tidying and left the thing half-done and went on to play dota with BOTS!!! lolz...freaking no life....then went to see lianghan off and supper-ed with andy...mengyi...ghimsong...wenhui...and xintian...at changi v...reached home not long ago...and it's now 4am in the morning...
good thing that my hair is not very wet already...can sleep soon...
anyway....these 2 days...yest and today have been freaking cold and wet...raining periodically and heavy...hmm...been talking to some friends lately abt relationships and stuff...and expectations etc...i realise that i am actualli expecting alot from pple...in a way...i feel that i may be too greedy? or just that i expect too much? and that's the root of my problems...sigh...
a friend told me that my msn nick always sounds sad...well...not the 1st time alr...haha...i shall reflect on it again...
"if u try to believe that u r happy, u will be happy" - advice from a friend....thankz ar...i will try to do that...well...as i used to say...."it's not that i'm sad...it's just that there's nothing to be happy abt..." maybe not so for this sem...i tend to get sad when pple ard me are sad...and many many pple (including someone) were kinda down for his/her own reasons...and unavoidably...i was affected...
'zero expectations' from a friendship....hmmm....i will try...
'zero maintenance'...i think i'm more or less used to it...
'getting it out of my system'...no intention to do that...but i intend to change THAT system...and whatever ways it can be changed...
need to get the old zs back...the one that has more control over his life...more rational in thinking...and more disciplined in his studies...
and with regards to the missing posts...lolz...decided to removed them coz they are simply a waste of space and they tend to be mis-interpreted...
smilez...
well...life's pretty much different after the exams...(apart from the usual missing-someone moments)...no more central lib studying till late night...no more stressing over the next paper...AND....LESS SLEEP!
yah...i have been practically not sleeping since 4th dec...okay...lets not exaggerate...i have been SLEEPING stingily for the past 3 dayz...
here's the brief summary...
4th dec: after paper...eat some food to fill stomach (so as to puke better afterwards)...then went over to walas for a night to chill after the most GROSS papers i had ever have in my NUS life...and so...we sat there and ordered drinks and some finger food to last us till very very late...more than 10 of us...mostly PRU pple (and i'm not in PRU btw) and the night's bill summed up to $368...fierce...ordered like everything's free....haa...and it's quite fun...when everyone got high...and not to mention...the BRotherHood gang was there also...siao onz! and selina and tiff were at coldrock.....practically.....the majority of the central lib level 6 chem eng yr 3 were at holland v that night....lolz....so funz...after walas...a bunch of us hopped onto wenhui's 'googoo' and went back sch SRC stadium for 2nd round of funz....really crazy! played texas hold'em with more alcohol...okay...i had retired by then...coz i 'bankai-ed' like twice already! haha...but it's cool...to just lie down on the track and star-gaze...and talked abt how 'fan jian' humans are...and that everyone has his pit that he has trouble dealing with...anyway to cut the story cut...the day ended at abt 4:30am...
5th dec: woke up at abt 9 plus for some 'god-knows-wat' reason...and slack in front of the comp...then went sch to meet some hot dates for lunch...very very short lunch coz hot dates still needed to study? or hot dates simply didn't have the 闲情 to lunch with me...haha...and then i went to the medical centre to get my medical checkup for IA done...which took blardy long and i didn't understand why...went back home to catch up on some sleep before i was called to join jessica alba for supper at cck with andy...haha...went back home later for soccer match which went until 5 plus in the morning...by the time i finished my half completed 斗牛要不要 episode 3...it's alr abt 6am!!!
6th dec: woke up at abt 11...practically didn't do much...except for some tidying up to the sem's notes and those from previous sems...and i realised the amount of paper used is 'wicked-sick'...damn alot larzz....i feel so sorrie to the trees...
okay...then i got tired from tidying and left the thing half-done and went on to play dota with BOTS!!! lolz...freaking no life....then went to see lianghan off and supper-ed with andy...mengyi...ghimsong...wenhui...and xintian...at changi v...reached home not long ago...and it's now 4am in the morning...
good thing that my hair is not very wet already...can sleep soon...
anyway....these 2 days...yest and today have been freaking cold and wet...raining periodically and heavy...hmm...been talking to some friends lately abt relationships and stuff...and expectations etc...i realise that i am actualli expecting alot from pple...in a way...i feel that i may be too greedy? or just that i expect too much? and that's the root of my problems...sigh...
a friend told me that my msn nick always sounds sad...well...not the 1st time alr...haha...i shall reflect on it again...
"if u try to believe that u r happy, u will be happy" - advice from a friend....thankz ar...i will try to do that...well...as i used to say...."it's not that i'm sad...it's just that there's nothing to be happy abt..." maybe not so for this sem...i tend to get sad when pple ard me are sad...and many many pple (including someone) were kinda down for his/her own reasons...and unavoidably...i was affected...
'zero expectations' from a friendship....hmmm....i will try...
'zero maintenance'...i think i'm more or less used to it...
'getting it out of my system'...no intention to do that...but i intend to change THAT system...and whatever ways it can be changed...
need to get the old zs back...the one that has more control over his life...more rational in thinking...and more disciplined in his studies...
and with regards to the missing posts...lolz...decided to removed them coz they are simply a waste of space and they tend to be mis-interpreted...
smilez...
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