feel so emotionally unstable these dayz...so you guys out there...better know when to leave me alone!!! dun irritate me too much!!!
went to walk walk alone today...though i didn't feel very well and wanted to rest...but i tot i could still afford sometime out to get some textbooks and ...erm...just walk around...alone...
went bpp...it's really a super long time since i last went there...(dun ask me why i go there...it's just some stupid reason...) okay...so the last time i went there was almost a yr ago...to celebrate yee'z and kok'z bday in feb 2006...still dunno 'her' at that point in time...so bpp, at that time, was nothing but just a place...
anyway...the place really has nothing left...even the bowling alley is closed...dunno if it will remain...
ended sch at 10 today...so went there at about 11am...very earli...not many pple...and super cold...roamed for awhile in POPULAR...and i have to say that the popular looks cool...kinda nice...
oh..the KOPITIAM shifted to dunno which storey...basemant changes alot too...maybe one yr ago...it's already like this...but didn't really notice...anyway... there are super many and all sorts of food/restaurants there...
walked around the empty complex for awhile..i decided to take a bus to causeway pt...wanting to get a present for pj...then when i got there...my mood swung...felt so sianz that i had totally no mood to shop...saw the thing that i wanna buy...but i ended up not buying and went home...
went home...ate lunch and napped...felt even worse when i woke up...i felt so terribly alone...so wrecked...
i think i felt angry at myself...at how foolish i am...at how i try to 欺骗自己的感情...how i blind myself in whatever possible ways when i have already seen the light...
like what i told hk in the evening...i think i understand myself but i just refuse to accept why am i like tat...well...i can't really say that i dun understand myself...coz i really know what kind of 犯贱 person i am...haha...so harsh...ouch...it hurts
argh...why do i feel that way?
dun worry...everything will just be fine! this, i promise myself....
went to walk walk alone today...though i didn't feel very well and wanted to rest...but i tot i could still afford sometime out to get some textbooks and ...erm...just walk around...alone...
went bpp...it's really a super long time since i last went there...(dun ask me why i go there...it's just some stupid reason...) okay...so the last time i went there was almost a yr ago...to celebrate yee'z and kok'z bday in feb 2006...still dunno 'her' at that point in time...so bpp, at that time, was nothing but just a place...
anyway...the place really has nothing left...even the bowling alley is closed...dunno if it will remain...
ended sch at 10 today...so went there at about 11am...very earli...not many pple...and super cold...roamed for awhile in POPULAR...and i have to say that the popular looks cool...kinda nice...
oh..the KOPITIAM shifted to dunno which storey...basemant changes alot too...maybe one yr ago...it's already like this...but didn't really notice...anyway... there are super many and all sorts of food/restaurants there...
walked around the empty complex for awhile..i decided to take a bus to causeway pt...wanting to get a present for pj...then when i got there...my mood swung...felt so sianz that i had totally no mood to shop...saw the thing that i wanna buy...but i ended up not buying and went home...
went home...ate lunch and napped...felt even worse when i woke up...i felt so terribly alone...so wrecked...
i think i felt angry at myself...at how foolish i am...at how i try to 欺骗自己的感情...how i blind myself in whatever possible ways when i have already seen the light...
like what i told hk in the evening...i think i understand myself but i just refuse to accept why am i like tat...well...i can't really say that i dun understand myself...coz i really know what kind of 犯贱 person i am...haha...so harsh...ouch...it hurts
argh...why do i feel that way?
dun worry...everything will just be fine! this, i promise myself....
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