erm...been thinking quite alot lately...abt myself...abt life..abt emotions...
maybe what pj said is partly true...he said that maybe it's becoz he doesn't have anything lacking in life...that he will start to look for someone to love...and that if at this particular moment...if you were to ask him to give up something for love...he would be in a dilemma...
true...humans are greedy...once they feel that they are not lacking in anything...living a comfortable life...they will start to look for additional things to spice up their life...
but to put it in another way...perhaps there is really something lacking in life...this thing called love...
but love is such a complicated issue...it has to work both ways...and what really is the percentage for you to meet someone you love and who loves you as much...or even more... 1 ppb(parts per billion)? or even less? no doubt there are ways to increase the percentage...chances have to be created...courage has to be sought for...
maybe...leaving everything to faith is good...it saves you so much trouble...like what matt said...if everything works out well and smooth..then that person will be the destined one for you...(something along that line...)
but i'm really not a very religious person...i dun haf a particular faith...i have faith in myself...and becoz i'm not religious...i think i need to be strong...be able to hold myself during sad times...to be independent when no one is around...but as i said to matt...being over-independent is also not good...i feel that it will sort of create a barrier between your inner self and the pple around...
maybe i have been too independent in the past...i'm slowly thinning the barrier...i'm willing to share my stuff..if ever anyone happens to be interested...
i know there are lotz of frenz around that truly care...thankz for being there...even though we never really talked much abt it...i can feel the support...that strength that i can draw on to get myself going...
emotions..as i have always said...it's something i can't control...i'm not someone who fall for a person very easier (or rather...i used to be such a person)...but when i did...the fall could be rather deep...still learning to take such things more lightly...
okay...in an attempt to convince myself ..."you dun really need to love in order to survive at this moment in time!!!"....true? i think it is...
someone told me he heard she's attached...thatz good....some sort of 死心的理由 for me...now, all i need to do is to detach myself from the issue....very one-sided, it may seem...but it's just me...one of my biggest flaws....
and once thatz done...i know i need to go out there and experience some other wonderful emotions in the world...
i will feel happier if i see happy pple around me...so pls...can all happy pple gather around me....the aura definitely helps....
quite a long post...things that need to be sorted out...now that it's gone...i gotta move on...
cheerz...may you be happy....and may i find my happiness in other things.....
maybe what pj said is partly true...he said that maybe it's becoz he doesn't have anything lacking in life...that he will start to look for someone to love...and that if at this particular moment...if you were to ask him to give up something for love...he would be in a dilemma...
true...humans are greedy...once they feel that they are not lacking in anything...living a comfortable life...they will start to look for additional things to spice up their life...
but to put it in another way...perhaps there is really something lacking in life...this thing called love...
but love is such a complicated issue...it has to work both ways...and what really is the percentage for you to meet someone you love and who loves you as much...or even more... 1 ppb(parts per billion)? or even less? no doubt there are ways to increase the percentage...chances have to be created...courage has to be sought for...
maybe...leaving everything to faith is good...it saves you so much trouble...like what matt said...if everything works out well and smooth..then that person will be the destined one for you...(something along that line...)
but i'm really not a very religious person...i dun haf a particular faith...i have faith in myself...and becoz i'm not religious...i think i need to be strong...be able to hold myself during sad times...to be independent when no one is around...but as i said to matt...being over-independent is also not good...i feel that it will sort of create a barrier between your inner self and the pple around...
maybe i have been too independent in the past...i'm slowly thinning the barrier...i'm willing to share my stuff..if ever anyone happens to be interested...
i know there are lotz of frenz around that truly care...thankz for being there...even though we never really talked much abt it...i can feel the support...that strength that i can draw on to get myself going...
emotions..as i have always said...it's something i can't control...i'm not someone who fall for a person very easier (or rather...i used to be such a person)...but when i did...the fall could be rather deep...still learning to take such things more lightly...
okay...in an attempt to convince myself ..."you dun really need to love in order to survive at this moment in time!!!"....true? i think it is...
someone told me he heard she's attached...thatz good....some sort of 死心的理由 for me...now, all i need to do is to detach myself from the issue....very one-sided, it may seem...but it's just me...one of my biggest flaws....
and once thatz done...i know i need to go out there and experience some other wonderful emotions in the world...
i will feel happier if i see happy pple around me...so pls...can all happy pple gather around me....the aura definitely helps....
quite a long post...things that need to be sorted out...now that it's gone...i gotta move on...
cheerz...may you be happy....and may i find my happiness in other things.....
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