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Monday, May 16, 2005

oh man...i have lost the power of blogging...i have something i wanna write...but i can't seem to pour it out of my heart....i feel so trapped inside....grasping for air....

was talking to tiongz the other day when we were sitting on the bench facing the sea....he asked me to play jay'z "ge qian"...."a sad song"...he commented...well...yesh....again...ever wondered why pple like to listen to sad songs and sink into a slight depression as the melody goes...trying to piece the scenario described in the song and feel what the singer is feeling....pple like to sadden themselves with songs like these....

hmm....tiongz said that he is a person who does not really know how to express what's in his heart...i think i fall in this same category...emotions that are trapped inside are unbearable....they devour the whole person...so it's time to learn to let go out them....

think what you wanna think....feel what you ought to feel...don't let your mood depends too much on someone..or on others....make the one who decides how you feel be YOU....

easily said but hardly achieved....perhaps the first step is to let go of what that is supposed to be let go of....forget that which is meant to be forgotten....don't bring back the memories that are so deeply buried....don't see the person that you know would only make you feel worse....

haha...listen to light-hearted and merry songs help....yahz..it's amazing how the songs you listen play a part in determining your mood....

if one day, there is no more yes 93.3...i think tiongz will suffer....lolz....coz he;s like can't-live-without-93.3 like that....for me....i would die if there is no music....make me deaf and i will kill myself in front of you.....

=P




a jc friend msged me today to invite me to his bday next sunday....haha...he's one of the fun friends i have had in class..but he's like missing for years and suddenly jio me when his 21st is here....haha...dunno if i should go annot...buying present very xiong...broke....this coming sunday still got one...jc classmate also...but this one is a gal larz...

hmm...maybe the gal one must go...then the guy one...leave it to my mood...haha...




saw yan'z many personality tests results...wanna take them also..but the site keeps failing me...oh well...nvm lorz...go and read at her results...see how crap they are....bleahz