RevamPinG....Just a BloG...

"tHe GreaTesT tHinG, YoU'll eVeR LeaRn, iS jUsT tO LoVe anD bE LovEd iN rEtUrN..."

Friday, March 30, 2007

"我怀念的是无话不说
我怀念的是一起做梦
我怀念的是争吵以后
还是想要爱你的冲动
我记得那年生日
也记得那一首歌
记得那片星空
最紧的右手
最暖的胸口"

我怀念的 - 孙燕姿


think i should go get yanzi's new album soon...kinda like this song...becoz of the unique melody...


yupz...the 2 tests this week were over at last...so i gave myself a small break from the torturous work schedule....to play bball!!! yupz...since those chap in ntu jio-ed...though of late notice....and so...i skipped my last tut...and the late 4-5pm lecture...rushed home to grab my bball kit...and off to NIE...played in the indoor court....cool!

stress converting into pain...crampz developed in any place possible...i really think i am very weak these dayz...always either max myself out or got myself injured in sports....this time was no exception....man....almost developed a cramp my left leg...and nearly pulled my right...and i bleeded!!! yah...the old wound thatz healing got brushed against the floor again!...eekz....

i'm really a weak old man...no excuse....i think i need to run and exercise regularly...anyone wanna join me? well...probably after the examz...now that the examz are only weeks away....sigh...

didn't have the greatest of my game...afterall...the last time i played was in dec!!! so long ago!! didn't have much bball sense today...let alone any sharp shooter feel...the most helpful thing i could do was to run to good positions...and try not to lose the ball too easily...(well i still did lose many unnecessary possesion...) but it feels real good to reunite with those chapz from my bpghs bball team playing a game or two...talking cok here and there....hmm! those fond memories....


well...a friend told me she was feeling depressed...and cried...

my advice: cry as much as you feel like it....

and i really mean that...i'm not trying to be evil or wat...but i feel that there are times when you should just let your emotions run wild....let them take over control...let them do watever they want to you....

more often than not...we have been suppressing our emotions in one way or another....willingly or unwillingly...somehow....it has made the society a little fake...each of us wearing masks to conceal something hidden down under...not willing to show the true feelings...i'm guilty of that too....so...why not just let what has to be shown shown...and what has to be felt felt....

argh....how i wish there are pple who could advise me on wat to do....hmm...then again...there is nothing much i could do either....how i wish i can let this particular emotion of mine goes its way...to find the owner that it's seeking...but the other side of me is suppressing it...simply becoz rationality rulez over emotionality....at least for me...and there are some principles that i will not want to go against....oh well....自寻烦恼....


examz examz examz...i'm gonna sit down over the weekend to plan out some stuffs....and as well as to get those lagging webcasts....piling tutorialz and lab report done...need to kick start my revision soon! no time for hslx!