was talking to a friend online the other day...he sounded not too good...his msn was somethin like 'depressed but dunno why'...hmm...so i decided to talk to him.

it's only then that i found out that he's actually seeing a doc for his depression..."serious?" ..yahz...didn't realise that...he looked so okay in school all those while...well...maybe except for the mid term break week when i didn't see him...."stress?" i think so...stress from the many things in sch?

thinking abt it, i got lotsa stress lately too...but getting much better...i think the most important thing is that you prioritise your stuff and get things that you want to do done...sometimes....the results can be discouraging...sometimes...they can be disappointing coz you know you can be better....but nonetheless...if you have done the best that you can when in that particular situation...live with it...

sometimes...i got stressed out and i become simply 'dun care'... chuck everything aside and go do something that can tire myself out physically (i mean sports larz...like running...swimming...) it often makes me feel very much better...then with a relaxed and clear mind...i start getting myself stressed by the same thing that kep t me stressed previously...ironic cycle huh...yesh/...thatz life...

blogging is a good way to let things out too....amazingly...a channel to express your disgrunt (is there such a word?) ...to farking scold every mudder-farkers in the world...(pardon my vulgarity here)...lolz....it just make me feel relaxed....


anyway...i love my new blog skin...took me a while to place everythin back in order///...cool