hMmzz..this feeling that life has been bad to me particularly is back again!!!
since when did i have this feeling? well..2 years back? due to wateva reason..i dunno..
but through these times, there and again, i had been able to convince myself that life's not bad afterall..
yahz..convinced myself..
had it really been the case?
it's so unfair..why am i the one suffering..alwayz at the losing end of things...
i dun really believe in a religion wholly but God(if there is one) is so unfair to me..
put me through all these hard times..never really feel that i am fortunate..
but is my life really that bad? i guess not..i'm just being greedy...i hope that i'm just wanting to have more..
perhapz it's time to be content with life...one which i feel has not been real good...
but no! pple shud strive on ...shudn't just submit urself to fate...
"fate"..it's such a vague thing...no one knows what form it takes..
something which can only be explained by the stars?
or is it the "destiny" which we have control over?
philopsophical terms..but crapz...